I'm disgusted with myself.
I actually considered quoting a certain country song to describe my feelings about my life.
Um...in other news, the PSATs were ok. There was one super-confusing reading passage about this author who had some sort of made-up life to go with her pen name, and half the time I couldn't figure out whether they were talking about her real life, her fake life, or what happened in one of her books... But other than that it was fine.